Friends...................
I dont have many. I had a few close friends growing up, I am only friends with one now and not at all close.
I had a best friend from 8 years old until my 20's. She is now an alcoholic drug addict that wont accept help :(
I had another 'best' friend from 21-30 she was awesome and loved her to pieces, miss her terribly now. No longer friends :( We would talk every day numerous times, she was there when my son was born. I was there when her first 2 boys were born. She signed my marriage certificate. Breaks my fucking heart that it's all over now
I crave friendship, I try so hard to have friends. I have lots of 'friends' but dont have any I would call close :(
I get randomly sad and jealous when friends hang together but dont invite me. I am way too sensitive with this stuff
My one friend that I thought to be close isnt speaking to me really, and I dont know why? I am really disturbed and sad and trying so fucking hard to find out why.