Death

I am now almost 33 years old and have never lost anybody close to me.

I never had grandparents, so still don't quite grasp that connection and relationship.

I recall when my husband's grandpa passed away, it was only the 2nd time I'd seen him cry. Our daughter's birth being the first.

Today his grandma passed, I have known this woman, have loved this woman. Why do I still not grasp the grief ?
Am I broken? Am I heartless?
Not sure what to be feeling right now.

And, now having to tell my daughter is going to be so damn hard...........

My husband is quiet and heartbroken, I feel so broken for him, for his Mom, for all his family

Sad day